So I haven't been writing here because I've been writing in my journal. I've been consulting with friends, I've been with friends trying to get my life together. And it's not been. I love Boston but I'm feeling a way I'm feeling something. And mainly just sad. I can't even write in this stupid thing. I don't feel it. So you know what, here it is. If I could I talk to her: Bell I told you getting over you wasn't gonna be something I could do! Still haven't. Ugh I'm so frustrated. I'm so pissed. I'm hurt. Stop it, stop it, STOP! Fucking stop. Guess what I love you, Isabella. Never stopped. NEVER FUCKING STOPPED. I'm nauseous.
*Elyse
Current song:
Wash it away- Evanescence
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